Madness Springs Eternal

Hello! Thank you for visiting.

This website was originally intended to help me read and share books for the projects I was working on at the time. It grew very large and turned into its own major project, to see how accessible I could make reading for free. For those people interested in the technical aspects of my work, all of it is available for download.

I don't have any expectations for how the library is intended to be used. Although most of the resources are political in nature, there are things that I think would be beneficial for everyone to learn. If there is one thing I would recommend to everyone, it is philosophy. Most of my life now is defined by identifying and resolving contradictions in my favor, to the overwhelming benefit of my life, and that was only possible through the study of dialectical philosophy.

There are also some other nice things to learn that everyone will find beneficial application in everyday life. Economics and feminism come to mind. It's nice to learn how history and the systems we live under generally function as it might prevent you some headaches in the future. It's also good to know how democracy works as it is correctly meant to be practiced since I'm sure most of have had at least a few misconceptions about it. There are more specialized topics for the deeply curious.

To be clear, though, my library is not a definitive resource. I don't agree with everything contained in every book and essay here. There are conflicting, contradictory ideas and many which I believe to be completely wrong. That is the nature of all writing. Although I did my best to curate and organize these resources, it still takes discernment and extra study. If it inspires your curiosity and drives you to greater knowledge, that's good enough for me.

I encountered all of these interesting ideas through self-study and I decided to share a select few of them with the world through this library. My original motivation to study was out of necessity. I was seeking answers to my problems and I found them. I think if you've ever been in a similar situation, if the conditions of your life have ever forced you to take these matters seriously, you'd be motivated to do the same. That's why I'm not going to bother trying to convince you to read through any of my resources. If they're for you, you will seek it out and more.

In fact, I'm not interested in updating the library at all anymore. The reasons are complicated, but I will briefly share them here for clarity. Several experiences over the years have transformed me politically into what some would consider a "third-worldist". To say it in an over-simplified way, I have chosen to stop all political activity until I relocate to my ancestral homeland. I could go on and on about everything, but I'm choosing to keep it simple because I don't particularly care if you know about my life.

This leaves me with the problem of being in charge of a website that I would prefer to abandon. Many of you have reached out and said how valuable you feel that the resources available here have been, so I know that the library is having a positive impact. I will keep the website active for that reason alone. I will be putting minimal effort to propagate these resources in the hopes that it will reach people who will find it useful.

Because of the current nature of the internet this means that I need to provide consistent updates to keep the website active. The majority of these updates will be my personal work, particularly my thoughts which are incredibly easy to update. I unfortunately no longer have the luxury to provide anything more substantial, and this could be the case indefinitely.

I have to be completely focused on the next chapter of my life and I'm trying my best to accommodate the past with the present and future. Thank you to everyone who I have met and talked to along the way. You are welcome to reach out to me through the email or discord listed below, but there is no guarantee that I will be available to read or respond.

Hasta la victoria siempre.

Contact, Contacto

email: efemera67@proton.me

discord: efemera67

Languages, Idiomas

english, español

Names, Nombres

madness, locura

ephemera, efémera

Pronouns, Pronombres

she/her, ella